It's funny how I only remember I've a blog during this period.
You know why?
Because it's study period.

No one to chat with cause everyone else's busy mugging.
That's what I hate about study week. When people mug, I don't want to. I'm like that.
I feel there should be a balance throughout, not like there's this one week where you suddenly stop exercising and all and bury yourself with lecture notes at home. Worse of all, to speak less to your loved ones.

I cannot avoid myself from thinking bout this; my mom and dad's reaching their 50s.
They're getting old. Daddy's having a bit of hearing problems and his belly's expanding.
Mommy just realised her eyes were pretty. I always thought they were.

Mugging hasn't been too stressful. Maybe I'm just procrastinating (obviously since I'm blogging).
LOL.  & I've started to fiddle with my phone's camera too. & henna. & doodling.

Mangai and I went ice skating at Jcube yesterday and it was nice.
I remember skating every single bloody day after PSLE cause Jasmine was so into figure skating.
I'll just be speeding around and singing the tunes to myself. I really wonder how I did that for 3-4 hours a day after school.
It kinda taught me the perks of being a wallflower. HAHA, YES I FINISHED THE BOOK.
LOVELY READ.

I have yet to buy my measuring tape and I've to submit my etiquette portfolio on Thursday.

I hope I can feel special this birthday. I really do.

Take care,
Joycelyn

DJ of the moment; djkaspikC.
He added me on FB. Dafuq  ?
Made my day uh. 

I'll hug you last so I can hug you the longest.

Sitting by the kitchen window in towels and looking through tumblr with lappy on top of the washing machine.

Delicacy was good, I'm glad Alicia enjoyed it too! So long since I sneaked Sushi into the cinema. HAAAAAAA, yesterday was Attica, not Zirca, since I did weight training with Wiji (as my weight). Lol, ended up puking myself, puked in the cab, puked some more when I reached Wiji's area, puked another more back to Zirc, puked a bit more in the cab after Belicia got me my bag, Taxi uncle was so kind to stand at the lift and watch me get into my house, took a plastic bag and puked a bit more before bed.

LOL.

Thanks Jaslin for inviting me to Attica and Inquisitive for Zirca although I didn't manage to see you perform.

Meeting Iffah later, and hoping to have dinner with Stanly before he leaves tmr :(
I'm glad I did my tutorials and lectures so much earlier cause weekends 'll be times like these.
<3 

I'm counting down.
Internship at River Island's ending and um, there's still loads to complete (last week of logbook, thank you cards).
I've learnt a lot, caused I asked bloody lots of questions uh.
Thankfully both Maye and Mean Hui are patient enough to attend to me :D

I guess I'll have this Sunday to myself.
I need some time to get myself together before year 3 starts. 
So excited for school :D! New classmates, Gem module, new bunch of kids for muay thai.
Excited; did some mindmaps already 

:B

:( Too bad I'm gon be missing Noora's pool party and Saturday's gathering.

Sigh. Make the best out of each second lovelies!
Sweet dreams :)

It will come somehow.
I'm miserable that I lost it all.

I don't want anything now.
To have and to lose it, I'd rather not have it.

Preach something you can tattoo. I can't, I'm fickle. I change.

I wanna do things, I wanna get rid of things, I want things to slow down.
Why must the internship be the whole of 6 weeks (though I'm very much lucky to not have it 6 months)?

I miss you. What we used to be. The times we spent.
The messages I receive every morning, every night, how I got through things cause you were there to motivate me.
But it's okay. Time will heal, I'm sure it will.

Reputation; sometimes I wonder about its importance. If you do not know what's happening, go ahead, make assumptions and conclude in your mind. But do not share the false. You want to know what really is happening and why it is happening, ask. Ask the person of concern. Ask me. I'll be more than glad to explain my actions to you. Even if you don't accept the concept of things.

Sometimes, I wished I was back with Al. Haha, pros and cons of a relationship.
Sometimes, I wished I wasn't so approachable. But it's me, I like to help.
Too much at hand, I don't have the heart to reject.

I wonder who's Mother Theresa's bestfriend she shares all her trouble with.
Don't tell me it's God.

Today, or rather, these days, I just want to be alone, at home, till somebody comes over, shakes me up and clears my shit up altogether with me. I wished he/she could put all judgement aside and listen to my story. He/she will go all out to rid my procrastinated thoughts. I don't need any form of entertainment.

Maybe if I asked. Maybe if I let go of everything I fear, rejection. Maybe things will be better, or at least, I'll know the outcome.
But I don't think so. It'll never be the same and I'm to be blamed for that. 

I pity myself but I can't empathise with my situation. I need to hear from someone's who's been through all these shit. Then again, I want to be a fighter and get this through myself because that's being hardworking. 

ME.
Be selfish. 

HAHA! Hehrow~ :D How's yall been? I've been mugging so pardon this stressballgirl93 for not brogging ones lehz.

So, just as I was procrastibating 2 hours back, I was hopping around tumblrs and magazine sites (I have stuck to me new year's resolution of not puchasing mags! ;)! ), I stopped by SHAPE. Yes, SHAPE magazine's web. For the first time I clicked on the Sex and Love section and there was this 14 things men wished women knew and after reading, I thought those were ALSO, what women wished men knew! Maybe it applies to me only, donch know, since I'm manly? HAAAAAA :B

So there was this one that said, "Let me think I'm the FUNNIEST guy you know". Well, I hate accomodating laughs more than anything and I hate to keep the lamestshit joke I've in my head in my head. So most of the time I let it out no matter how awkward I know thing's gon be coming............... You'll never know if people actually comprehend until you let it out! :P. Fuck, the point is, I'd love to be seem as though I'm the funniest and the best chick to hang out with when you're with me! But fuck it again, be honest.

~(-3-)~ <----- My can't give 2 fucks face. TEEE.

Anyway, exams. Fucked up my Blaw, GBE's fine, 'm only at 2 chaps for FAM and haven't done a shit for QA.
& fuck, Cengage's closed. Cheebye~. Why can't they just let us have it until day of the paper????????????
Seriously~, we paid like fuckin' (checks textbook) $29.50 for the textbook and mostly the software since not everyone reads the textbook, let us have it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FFUUU.

Glad Ben Cho's up for us on the 29th :)

Drake's Best I've Ever Had's lyric's real sweet and umm. I should be doing work now.




^ Look at this pretty lil thing. Lil' bits of visual feasting makes my day.
Thank you tumblr and pretty things. HAHA.